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(no subject) [Aug. 29th, 2008|10:38 pm]
it must be wonderful
[mood |bummed]

So have you ever felt that everything you touch turns to shit...
That is the story of my life right now
So met someone I could actually see myself hanging out with and I fuck that up I'm pretty sure they gave me a fake number
I over think friendships a lot
I can't let things happen in their own time
I try to hurry things along
I think I have a friend that's ashamed to be see with me so it's ok that we text all day and talk on aim a lot too but they never walk next to me when we hang out it's like they are a couple of feet away so people would be like hum i wonder if they are here together
I miss working with Celia
I really wanted to hold your hand the other night when we were walking back to the car but i know it's not like that
I like thursday nights with Rachel
I'm not a fan of closing tonight and opening tomorrow
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Seattle is for Suckers [Aug. 23rd, 2008|11:15 pm]
it must be wonderful
[mood |indifferentindifferent]

So I've been super very impulsive lately. Not good!

Lying to a good friend is bad.
Seattle sucked for the most part
I'm actually looking forward to going back to work
I wish I didn't complicate friendships
But glad I did what I did
Wish i could think like a guy sometimes (or in this case not think anything)
Never going on vacation with my parents again till I'm married and have kids
I miss Heather already

on another note i don't get into Philly tomorrow till very late then have to open on Monday and I'm the only head cashier till I leave @ 2:30
blows it up the butt...

Note to self stop listening to Say Anything / Bayside
they only make you over think things even more
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A Is For Accident [Jun. 13th, 2007|04:59 pm]
it must be wonderful
[mood |complacentcomplacent]
[music |Winter ~ Bayside]

This is my friend brittany's shadow
The picture was taken in high school
I still love it
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It's the bitch of living... [Jun. 11th, 2007|04:26 pm]
it must be wonderful
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |The Ocean ~ Mae]

I think I’m going to make this a photo journal because god knows I don’t ever write in it anymore and I’ve been using it for the communities.
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a little bit stronger, a little bit thicker, a little bit harmful for me... [Jan. 2nd, 2007|12:08 am]
it must be wonderful
[mood |bored]
[music |Gym Class Heroes]

1. Who were you with last night?
ski instructor, roomates, Gina Bean

2. What woke you up this morning?
The Backyardigans (this is what happens when you fall asleep to Nickelodeon)

3. Where are you?
in bed

4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
I guess that would be up to me
skiing = fun :)

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
i huged my AshM who i miss like whoa

8. When's the last time you cried?
last night

10. Ever thrown up in public?
i don't know i don't throw up much

11. Passed out because of alcohol?
um... is my mom going to see this

12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
stuff from this weekend and what's up with certian people blowing me off


13. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
there's a few people

14. Where would you like to live?
log cabin in the mountians right out side a big city

15. What kind of home would you like?
log cabin with big picture windows a fire place and a hot tub on the deck

16. What do you want to be when you grow up?
a teacher

17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
teaching and working on my masters


20. Who is your number one?

22. Have you kissed anyone on your top friend?
um... yes actually many of them

23. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
my sister -in-law

24. Are you good friends with this person?
she's my sister i have to like her but if she wasn't i would still love her

25. How often do you log in to myspace?
every 5 minutes unless i'm in class then it's the minute i get back


27.Do you like candy necklaces?
they're not my fave but not something i hate

28. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
don't know prob today or yesterday

29. Do you listen to music every day!
more like at least once an hour (it's my life pretty much)

30. Do you still go trick or treating?
i'm not aloud

31. What was the last thing you ate?:
my boyfriend's chocolate chip cokkie dough ice cream (and by boyfriend i mean ben and jerry)

32. Are you a fast typer?:
not really

33. About how many people have you liked?
like in what way like crush like prob 100 or so or like in like friend like prob 7,913

34. What are you doing this weekend?
friday i thinks going to be a bar night, saturday work then prob out, sunday don't know yet

35. Whats your favorite type of SODA?
mountian dew if i drink soda

36. Have you ever moved?
well tech never but when i move into school it's like i bring my life so sort of 3

37. Have you ever won an award?
yes ma'am

38. Do you do any sports or other activities that are unusual?
not unusual but i ski used to play soccer and ballet (miss them)

39. What do you want to do right now?
um don't know

40. Are you listening to music right now?
of course

41. Do you like someone?:
well no really i have boys i do stuff with but not date

42. Whats a word or phrase that you love?
i'm gonna fight you

43. How many days 'til your birthday?
six months and 10 days

44. When were you the saddest in your whole life?:
last semester was not good

45. What time is it?

46. Do you use EBay to buy or sell?

47. What makes you pissed off?
stupid costumers at kohl's

48. Have you ever had a song written about you?
yup b/c i'm that cool

49. What song makes you cry?
it's a particular song it's more depends on my mood and what's goingon in my life

50. What song makes you happy?
most of the songs in the mix in my car right now it's called my car party mix you do the math

51. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
whatevers playing on my i-tunes at the moment

52. Do you have a job?
i'm so awesome i got 2

53. What does Your CD player have in it right now?
car is panic!(i don't car what you say they make me happy#7,9,11,13) walkman thing skiing mix(no i don't have an i-pod and if you have something to say about buy me one:9)

54. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
hard one i want to pick brown b/c it's neglected but i would have to go with tickle me pink or brick red

55. What makes you happy?
friends family tv music skiing kissing

57. What's the next CD you're gonna get?
i don't buy cd either someone buys them for me or i download them except maybe MXPX



browny red

[Eye Color:]

ears cartilige

one trinity hips

[wearing right now:]
okemo sweatshirt and fleece pants (bum i know)

[What taste is in your mouth?]

[Get motion sickness?]

[Have a bad habit?]
proscitanor, insanely messy, i have more but i don't feel like writing them down

[X] Sucked for me
[] Was awesome
[] Was ok.

2006 I..
[] Dumped someone
[] Was dumped
[X] Dyed my hair
[]Fell in love
[] Had love at first sight
[X]Fell out of love
[X] Stayed up all night
[X] Cried because I missed someone
[X ] Kissed someone who I regret kissing
[X] Kissed someone I liked
[X] Danced crazily with my friends all night
[] Gained confidence
[X] Lost a friend(s)
[X] Gained new friends
[X] Changed look

2007 I want to...
[] Be more outgoing
[XXX] Get better grades
[] Care less about how I look
[] Care more about how I look
[] Be crazier
[] Keep my resolution
[] Be more of myself around people

Word to describe 2006:

2007 I will be turning:
22... (i'm old)

Something I want to happen in 2007?
i get my grades in the place they need to be for PDS and Student teaching

Something I dont want to happen in 2007?
be a slacker get taken advantage of

My theme song for 2006 would be?
The Ponytail Parade ~ Emery

Favorite color in 2006:

Summer 2006:
was interesting but good i like working alot i stay out of trouble

My best friends in 2006:
Nikki-cole, mandi, maggie, LGW, Kathy, Brian, Anne, dani, amanda, at the end my 1022ers
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dear santa... [Dec. 7th, 2006|10:05 am]
it must be wonderful
Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In January I ruled Asscrackistan as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). In November I punched ________ingenue in the arm (-10 points). Last Thursday I ate my brussel sprouts (1 points). In October pinkmiss2004 and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). Last week I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points).

Overall, I've been nice (626 points). For Christmas I deserve a new dolly!


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Tacos, Haunted place and Rent a cops. [Nov. 3rd, 2006|12:33 am]
it must be wonderful
[mood |sillysilly]
[music |Bayside]

Once upon a time there were three people who owned vaginas... they were hungry. Hungry for tacos. Stop thinking that your dirty perv. I was talking about Taco Bell in Eastbumble Fuck. As we ate our Cheesy Gorditta Crunch, Nacho Bellgrande, and Cheesy Burittos we sat besides the "gangsters" of East Bumblefuck. I'm sorry but rural PA is not the hood. As our main purpose for this road trip came to an end, we headed of on another adventure. This adventure was a test to find what level of pussies we are. The locations we found were of abondoned resorts in the Poconos. The two we stopped by were Buck Hill Inn and the remains of Mount Airy Lodge. Mount Airy Lodge was a 0 rank on the Pussy Scale. The main building and surrounding homes were knocked down and apparently being rebuilt. Howwever, that convent is still standing. Before that stop we traveled to Buck Hill Inn. The Pocono area knows what I'm talking about and the rumors that surround the grounds. The resort was also featured on an episode of MTV's Fear. Apparently, there were accounts of suicide and murder in the rooms. I wanted to take pictures of this building for a project. The massive building was gated off... ok the chains were pretty crappy. None my pictures came out of the main building. I think my friends wanted to shit themselves and waited for something to pop out from behind the rocks. Of course I walked over to the darkest area of the road. I'm sure that my friends had a thought that crossed their minds to leave me there. Anyway, we drove away and went through the neighborhoods in the area. Driving underneath the cool looking bridge two guys walked along the side of the road. I must have made a blood curtling scream because these fuckers came out of nowhere. Two deers were outside a house and we pulled over to take pictures. As we rounded the circular driveway of the Buck Hill Tennis Club to leave, an EastBumble Fuck "Rent A Cop" with a makeshift radio hanging from review and black tinted windows found us. I swear this fucker looked like he was tweleve. He asked us where we were from and we stated that we were students at ESU. Then, with his finger pointed at us and his "I am your father, therefore don't fuck with me" voice he says, "Don't go by that inn. There's cops over there right now." Umm yeah sure we replied. The only thought in our minds that moment was "yeah fucking right, I was just over there less than 3 mintues ago". Then the douchebag commented after my friend pulled out "don't hit me." Well, if you didn't want to get hit... don't stop so fucking close. I guess East Bumblefuck isn't so boring.

this was written by meghan with my and gina's point of view sometimes...
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This is going to hurt like hell... [Oct. 19th, 2006|01:54 am]
it must be wonderful
[mood |disappointeddisappointed]
[music |32 Flavors ~ Ani DiFranco]

So I have not written in this in a while which means nothing I just haven’t had anything important to say I guess. I don’t think I have anything to important still to say. But here I go anyway…
Last Saturday I met a super cool chick who name is Kylee Kross look her up unless you are under18 then don’t. she was super cute and such a sweetheart. I got to see the infamous gun tattoos in person which made me super happy. Then I got to see bayside that made me happy too.

You know what doesn’t make me happy…
1. classes
2. lack of money /hours at work
3. midterms
4. lots of projects
5. my relationship with Brian (it’s very unhealthy)
6. not seeing my kids at work
7. not seeing my niece
8. anxiety
9. grinding my teeth
I’m sure there are more but I can’t think of them right now

You know what does make me happy… (Not already stated in above paragraph)
1. project runway finally
2. talking to people I haven’t really talked to since the middle of senior year
3. what happened Monday night (but not the outcome of what became tonight)
4. talking to Melissa (even if for some reason she thinks my name is Lindsey)
5. getting my tattoos (everytime I look at them it makes me think of actually doing something for myself)
6. Bayside in general (Blame It On Bad Luck on repeat)
7. Cold night sleeping
8. Caramel hot apple cider from Starbucks (to bad there are none here in bubblefuck)
9. ski season is only a month plus away

ok I can’t really write about what I wanted so I’m going to go to sleep
get up and start the process of forgetting you ever hurt me this much and that you ever had the power to do it in the first place

But now I realize I'd give anything I have, to walk a day in my old shoes.
Wondering what my first smoke would be like,
My first fuck,
My next fuck up.
Or the next band that would change my life.
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If You Hate Your Friends, You're Not Alone [May. 6th, 2006|01:26 pm]
it must be wonderful
[mood |frustratedfrustrated]
[music |Plane ~ Jason Mraz]

I'm Done...

does this city have enough
air for both of us to breathe?
if it was up to you, one of us would leave
i'm telling you there's no way it would be me
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Guys will lie to get what they want... [Feb. 27th, 2006|02:09 am]
it must be wonderful
[mood |hurt]
[music |Laid ~ James]

You say they broke your heart
But at least they had it at the start

You wouldn’t give me a chance
Not even a 2nd glance

You made excuses for your flaws
Then bowed to my applause

You hung me out to dry
Didn’t even care if it made me cry

You only care about what you feel
And the girl that is ideal

you made me question myself
And put my beliefs on a shelf

You say you miss me
But you are just try to be classy

You don’t have any class
I find you to be crass

You want my compassion
But that’s just not my fashion

You are in love with them
But all they want to do is condemn

You try to push me away
Maybe I will actually walk today

You will see my back
And start your attack

You will just add me to your list
But please try to resist

You will not be my demise
I will make it, non surprise
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